Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to suffocate?
To want something so badly that you cant get it is like panick.
TO see it there in front of you but you cant touch it.
Like there is a wall there of thick glass so thick but yet
transparent.
You see him standing there, and you see the love he has for
you, and you can see all the small details about him and his
person.
You can describe it perfectly.
But the wall is too thick to break down. Too strong to penetrate.
You want to break it down but it hurts your wrists and cute
deep into you flesh. The desire is so strong that it makes
you feel weak but crazy. The desire, the want, the need,
the passion.
The love.............
But the air is slowly depleting. You cant breathe or break
free in order just to get that one gasp of air. It is like being
pushed under the water. No room, no control over what youare
feeling. The pain is like a knife. heavy on your chest, deep
like a knife. No power to get you what you need. Almost like
an addiction. But without the abuse. instead of ruining
you it makes you whole and nurishes your heart. It is like
air, but without it, you suffer and hurt.
Love is like that. Like air. To take it in. Deep, but wholeheartedly.
To be careful. Like a rose has thorns, so does love. But it
hurts far worse than any thorn could ever cause. It catches
you off guard. Like nothing would ever prepare you for.
But it is like being under water. You suffer without it.
But when you have it your fine. .......
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